Oh baby, it’s so painful without you 💔My head is a mess, a jumble of dark thoughts, shame and regret. It’s such an effort to be kind to myself.Heidi’s first time in a swing was a year ago, she loved it. I love looking at the joy on her face. We gave her a happyContinue reading “Joy and pain”
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That was a year ago
It doesn’t make sense to me that it is somehow June already and today marks eleven months without Heidi. I had had a decent couple of days, being productive, feeling grateful and hopeful and then the first thought in my head this morning was ‘why didn’t someone do something for my baby’ and my griefContinue reading “That was a year ago”
Grieving Muma 