Oh baby, it’s so painful without you 💔
My head is a mess, a jumble of dark thoughts, shame and regret. It’s such an effort to be kind to myself.
Heidi’s first time in a swing was a year ago, she loved it. I love looking at the joy on her face. We gave her a happy little life.
This picture was a year ago, I can’t get that to make sense in my head. It feels like a lifetime ago and only this morning at the same time.
Just when I needed it most I get sent a sign / message that cannot be rationalised and explained away. I cried with pain and joy, but thank you the sign chicken, thank you so much 💙🦋
Love you always Heidi
Please know the signs and symptoms of meningitis and sepsis, please.
Grieving Muma 